我打算去爱全世界,——但没有一个人了解我:于是我学会了憎恨。我的平淡无奇的青春,都在我同自己和社会的斗争中流逝过去了;因为怕人嘲笑,我把我最美好感情埋葬在内心深处:它们就都死在那里。
I was ready to love the whole world—none understood me: and I learned to hate. My colorless youth was spent in a struggle with myself and with the world. Fearing mockery, I buried my best feelings at the bottom of my heart: there they died.
М. Ю. 莱蒙托夫《当代英雄》